Musicians, Musical Instruments,
Sleeping Monks, Serpents, and Masonic Symbols are
recurring images in my art. Although their meaning is
very personal, they are merely starting points rather
than destinations.
While
painting, my original intention gives way to change as
the creative process unfolds. For example, when I work
from small photographs or preparatory drawings, the
transition to canvas creates new visual demands that I
must consider. This alters my original pictorial
intention. I try to respond emotionally and physically
-- hoping to remove myself intellectually -- to allow
instinct, accidents and chance to arise.
I start the process by drawing directly onto each canvas
for some length of time, eventually applying multiple
layers of impasto, when working in oil, or applying a
sawdust/acrylic compound to achieve a sculptural relief
surface. My attention is focused on the physical
presence of the medium on the flat surface.
I am not satisfied until a certain patina of
texture emerges more akin to the surface of fired clay
or blown glass, than to a painted flat picture plane.
These
paintings hint at or partially reveal some visual
allegorical mystery or secret, yet I am not interested
in illustrating an allegory in the literal sense. I am
ultimately striving for a finished painting that shows
the residue of allegory, but emphasizes a physically
sensuous art object in the abstract, aimed at affecting
the emotions.
In this way,
I am interested in abstract forms and all that form
gives us: design, pattern, mark making, texture, size,
volume, weight, color, mood, light and darkness,
temperature, etc. For
myself as an objective viewer, I want the image to go
through my minds eye, tricking my mind into accepting
this illusion, yet leapfrogging my mind and appealing
emotionally to my gut or spine.
I see the
artist as magician/craftsman, constantly telling a
series of lies to get at the truth. While attempting to
complete a painting, I feel my best
work is done when
I ignore my ego/self and stay on the lookout for
what the painting is telling me to do next… until my
instincts tell me a piece is finished. I then become a
vessel for an outside power that is greater than me. I
think that is what Marcel Duchamp meant when he
said…”the artist is the painting’s way of getting
painted”.
Christian
Winslow
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